When the Not-So-Familiar Turns Out Familiar
A year and a half
ago, we left our very secure jobs, family, and church, to jump off
the deep end. We were seeking something crazy. Rest. We wanted
stillness, focus, and time to really seek the Lord. We would live on
a farm (but not work it); David would change career direction and I
would write.
I found out that
even though I love to write, I happen to be an extrovert. And I
really, really love kids. I was incredibly lonely, so I knew I had
to get back in the classroom. I picked up an application for a
Christian school that was just starting. But, I let it sit on my
desk. That was too much for my Sabbatical year. So, I started
subbing while I wrote a study on 1st John and multiple
drafts of a juvenile fiction story about human trafficking.
In the mean time, we
fell in love with our church family, and more deeply in love with the
God we worship together. We took classes and made friends. We
learned to be still. We learned to live simply. And God was
gracious enough to give us Himself.
So, we decided to
stay.
And I once again got
an application for that school. It hadn't started, but this was the
year. Well… not really. God once again didn't send the students.
And so, I became an
assistant at the school where I subbed. I love it, my kids, and my
cohort there. I don't have the responsibilities of a teacher which
allows me to be done around 3. So, I can still be writing.
The novel isn't
getting so far. It's in my head somewhere, but it's a big ole mess
on paper. But, I'm not giving up. The 1st John study is
rolling. I'm in the process of cutting it down by 40%. Like most
things both difficult and worthwhile, preparing this study has been
one of the sweetest gifts I've ever received from my Father. I have
learned more about Him – and more about me – during this
endeavor.
As my husband and I
spending time thinking about “what next”, we have found God to
literally hand us both surprises, job wise.
Mine came in the
form of a phone call. Would you come talk to our school board
about starting the school next year?
So, here I am, the
teacher of that same Christian school. We are starting with a
kindergarten. I'm looking a curriculum, scope-and-sequence charts,
singing Latin songs, writing Orff Schulwerk melodies. I'm reading
Classical Education books and looking through Montessori center
ideas.
I'm praying for God
to build a school. And I'm praying that these kiddos will love Jesus
with all of their lives. I'm praying that they will have a great
passion for His Word. I'm praying that they will see their neighbors
through the eyes of Jesus. I'm praying that they will travel to the
ends of the earth to glorify Him. I'm praying that they delight in
who God is and what He has done. I'm praying that they will long for
heaven.
Those prayers,
somehow, seem very, very familiar.
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